Karma.

Karma. Originates from Hinduism and Buddhism. By definition, it meant its the sum of a person's action in this and the previous state of existence, viewed as deciding their fate in future existences. In other words, if you do good, your next life will be good and vice versa. Its like destiny or fate.

Seeing it from a smaller picture, everyday life. I know we all have our ups and downs but gawd, sometimes I just hate karma. Can't live with it, cant live without it. One moment your happy and the next you're suddenly down, fall flat in your face. It's ridicules.

When something bad happens, I always find comfort in knowing that something good is going to happen. But when the sea is calm or everything is smooth sailings, I hate that I will always have this bothering feeling, fear, that peace is going to end soon. It's annoying when my expectations doesn't fail me.

The saying 'what goes around, comes around' has become my own motivation to do good in life. So in other words, I must've done something really really bad cause it just goes around and around and around like a freaking merry-go-round.

BUT. We got through this before. And I believe we can do it again. A life without its ups and down is a dull life. No fun anyways. I'd rather we just sit back and enjoy the ride. After a storm theres always a rainbow. So I'm just gonna wait patiently for the storm to pass. I just hope I survive.

*post picture of pretty rainbow here* Lol.